Sunday, June 17th 2007

19:40:18

.Kata Ku.

Salaam,

Ive made up my mind...m going back for good after master ni. bukannya I dont wanna sambung phd or malas kan study lagi..banarnya i love studying, cant get enough of it. HONESTLY. (walaupun masa belajar atu kan give up rasanya sal trlalu banyak kan dibuat - esp masa 2nd sem - still masih jua in love with studying atu). Ive taken so many things into consideration and after few months fikir2, now barutah hati ani cenderung untuk balik Brunei for good and contribute something tuk Brunei. Ive in mind udah the place i wanna work at, not sure dapat kah nda p will try my best nanti. My parents nda pulang melarang if i wanna go back kah or sambung kah...it's up to me. now i say i wanna go back home, earn $, get married, develop Brunei and do my phd nanti as an inservice student. People say payah kan dapt and lama g kan dapat, p napapa lah..try my luck saja, 10 yrs kah i can wait. in 10 yrs time i will be in my early 30s...masih muda...hee...insyaAllah klu ada rezeki nda jua kemana tu. now na plg sabar kan abis kan dissertation and balik and kaja. my cuz yg belajar dsini as inservice student masa tu call before he went home for good, I asked him lah apa baik: sambung or not to sambung, he said klu jadi inservice lagi bagus sal banyak benefit n katanya my umur masa ni bagus ni klu start keraja udah..he said something sal yrs of service...i dont know what he meant plg.

oh ya our official result kana publish online on July 2nd, na sabar eh...excited dah kan tau my overall. alum plg confirm tu Master Degree apa ku dapat sal dissertation alum kira. Hopefully ok lah semua, na jua sia sia usaha selama setahun ani. ohhh...im gonna miss my student life ni nanti. klu sudah kaja payah tia rasanya...working 8:00am - 4:30pm monday-saturday...hmm..ngalihnya. oh well, put that aside...lama g kan trjadi tu.

tadi kami picnic..siuk..me n nisa saja bruneians, yg lain semua msian.hee.nasib jua my bahasa malaysia ok masih, klu nda wah...gerenti trstuck2. banyak makanan nyaman2, yg paling sedap nasi lemak and sambal belacan pedas...ohhh..drools...lama dah na makan sambal belacan yatah tadi balik2 kan makan saja. sampat g kak lynn bawa kami shopping d The Original Factory Shop (see image inset) d Ilkley before ke picnic spot atu...i got myself 3 rantai baru..yg siuknya the rantai biru atu sama design dgn my keychain or charm i got d Boundary Mills, Colne. Happy-ness.

hee.samakan? left atu key chain, right atu the new rantai (with Jane Shilton SWG bag).

cerita funny tadi. ada this boy mayb dlm lingkungan 3-5 tahun, ya kan kamih wah and ya gto this lady ya kan kamih and na kana peduli..lapas tu he went arah ku and gto sal atu..i asked for the mom p nada kana peduli. in the end trpaksa ku bawa ke tepi stream untuk ya kamih...oh my (of all ppl yg ada sana...aku jua kana pilih..lucky me!)...payah rasanya. inda biasa kali ah mendangani anak org lain buang hajat kecil. air lagi sajuk..kesian ya..

tomorrow liat wyg dgn Bruneians yg masih ada d Leeds...mau liat Fantastic 4: the rise of silver surfer (hmm). berjalan saja wah kami masa ni..hee..kan ke Tie Rack jua esuk check barang2 baru n murah. m not sure apa kan dibalikan for family back home.klu payah2 mencari bali tudung saja ah. Pagi..off to library...Brotherton West..baritakut Floor 2 library atu, sunyi..last time ku kesana takut ku. ngam g ada lelaki kuar dari one of the alleys..aduhai lamah semangat. pikirkan mahluk yg satu atu..nauzubillah.

Wishing for:

O2 XDA TRION...wanna replace my O2 XDA MINI S