salaam,

throbbing my head masa ni...sakit ah...heran. maybe sal nda cukup tidur.lapas balik dari barn party atu tarus ke rumah zura and adim sal nda berani balik sorang diri kul 11pm atu. laps tu makan sambil liat wayang and berkurapak sama durang sampai kul 3 subuh. bangun pun awal sal ada orang putih tiba 2 mengatuk pintu and sampai g menyubuk tu arah tempat masukkan surat d pintu, ngam jua aku tidur d living room. tsk tsk . kacau orang atu eh.

yesterday zura, adim and me liat Harry Potter: The Order of Phoenix, durang dua cakap lebih siuk liat wayangnya after baca buku nya but for me i prefer liat wayang before baca buku supaya inda spoil ceritanya, klu tau sudah endingnya mana siuk liat lagi. meesha pun agree, sal ya keboringan liat wayang atu sal ya sudah baca bukunya. abis liat wyg kul 5:45pm so kmi decided ke Borders cari buku sambil buang masa. masa jalan2 i saw moblle phone charm Butterfly..lawa brabis yatah i got one for myself and a colourful stripe key wallet d Paperchase..lawanya...coourful. m not into dull colourful yth asal nampak yg bright colour tarus kan dbali. around 7 lalu baru kmi ke Headingley to attend Barn Party atu. it was actually a farewall party for Postgraduate from School of Education (zura sama adim punya school). they menjamput me lah. kami makan2 dulu dluar lapas tu baru kana suruh masuk liat Scottish dance and tetamu yg datang pun kana suruh ikut menari...aku ikut the last dance..hee..pairing sama adim..yth ya cakap "saving the last dance for me"..cali..most of the time salah lah my steps ah but it was fun. bagus jua lah aku ikut tu sal dapt jadi jurugambar durang. i tot barn party atu real barn party rupanya simple saja, nasib jua ku na pakai baju cowgirl..tsk tsk..

ada satu cerita lagi, masa kmi kan balik menunggu bus ada 2 bini2 orang putih ani berlarian mcm kana bubut and beranti rah bus stop atu. nda lama lapas tu d aga nya zura, ya minta tulung tapuk kan a top, zura na tau apa2...so ikutnya saja, simpannya dalam bajunya..mcm org berisi. adatah 3 lelaki ani datang mcm marah2, rupanya the girl atu curi jacketnya just because durang ucap girls atu perempuan murah. aku takut udah tu..mana tau that guy berani marah arah zura p the girl atu gto arah zura yg they wont dare sebabnya klu drg harass kmi pun kira menganu minority group. so lari tah durang lapas atu. membari malu banar bini2 macam atu. muda plg usulnya mcm undergrad. teruk eh.

oh masa ni ada further sale d Tie Rack..tudung nya buy 1 get another one 1/2 price..one piece 2.99 pound and the other atu half of that. i got another 2 poncho jua murah banar. the first one i got atu 14.99 pound sayang eh...yg i got kemarin atu way cheaper...

ni m at home udah, sakit kepala tapi satisfied with outing kmi yesterday...now kan rehat kajap and baca buku lagi...ngalih nya...

p/s: adim gorengkan lekor tadi..sia sia pun


{throbbing head} MsOrdinary 2007

.work hard play hard.

pheewww (dabbing paluh, breathing hard)

10th july 2007...

my progress so far..Data manipulation stage completed. m now moving on to Literature readings. p malas rasanya, ngalih ku kan membaca ni, selalu lagi trdistracted tu ulih movies, dramas online ah...ehh panat eh...selalunya i go multitasking. the left side of the laptop screen tu tuk wayang yg window nya berminimised, the other side untuk my pdf file...reading sambil liat wayang.hee. even masa buat assignments pun catu. klu dad tau ni wah gerenti kana marah berabisly..nasib jua bukan d Brunei. dmalam saja i slept kul 4:30 ish am sal liat Taiwanese Drama Baru "Exchange Love" also known as "Why Why Love"...If u all udah liat "Devil Beside You", pelakonnya sama tu..Mike He, Rainie Yang and Kingone. Siuk berabis..sama siuknya macam "DBY" p sayangnya alum complete dramanya. yg d Youtube and Veoh nada english subs...hmm...

yesterday I got myself another Leeds Library book bag, this time the colour is green, designed for Class of 2007 Graduation. now i got 3 udah Leeds Library bag..a pink one, turquoise and  green. the green one mahal sikit 2 pound ah yg lain semua 1.50 saja. (Navy blue, blue, brown...), dont know kenapa. sama jua qualitynya and material nya (jute bag-eco friendly material they say)

another thing, last week i went to Debenhams g and menyampati ke Tie Rack and I saw shades Frangi Tie Rack  on sale. 3 shades for 10 pound. murah nya. i got 3: satu ladies punya, 2 mens. na tau sapa kan dibagi nanti. Headscarf pun masih ada sale 2 for 5 pound,yg latest collection masih 2 for 10 pound.  na lagi lama abis plg sale nya. end of this month kata salesgirl atu. nanti before meliat wayang Harry Potter: The Order of Phoenix at 3:30pm Thursday ani, kan menyampati g membali, ada masih female relatives yg alum berbalikan ah.payah jua klu d overseas ani, gerenti udah balik everybody expect something from you, i dont mind plg membagi2 p ngalih mencarikan yg org suka and ngam untuk drg. masa balik yr 2005, i got most elderly female relatives slipper Jaguar yg ibu - ibu suka, this time malas ku buy brg sama. mayb i will get one for me saja (mind u my taste ani ada mcm ibu-ibu sikit). ingau bah nanti mengangkut sal our boxes/trunk kana ambil dari Leeds. Slipper atu kana jual d London. excess saja my kilo nanti. will buy barang org d Leeds and simpan semuanya dalam kotak untuk d ship ke Brunei.

lapas 2nd stage: Literature Review reading siap, will move on to Data Analysis, Mapping and Write Up. Mesti siap semua nya by mid august sal kan antar tuk proof reading and binding g. 5th September 2007 ani independence day tah tu...hee...dapt concentrate packing barang and balik for good..na sabar rasanya kan balik. before ani i dreaded the idea balik ke Brunei p now im excited sal kan kraja. mau krja d tpt atu and  get that dream job of mine. banarnya banyak plg y dream job ani. p this one is the best lah for me.dulu masa pilih this MSc course, i debated plg on my ability and capability tuk buat this course and to enter the world of professionalism dominated by Men...p now im confident dapt buat, will improve myself lagi on programming, modelling and micro simulation sal masa ni these 3 vital dah in GIS and in developing a country.

yg membagii ingau ani work relationships ah. i say it again ere, my area ani dominated by men, nanti kraja dgn lelaki jua kebanyakkanya tu. my coursemates pun lelaki sja, cakap sama drg, gathering, mingling sama drg jua. since sama drg ok, insyaAllah dah kerja nanti ok jua tu. cuma membagi ingau hati kraja sama lelaki d brunei ani...ada chances kana ucapkan wah. sal selalunya org salah sangka and tend to ucap bini2 lain perampas tia, gatal tia, ada affair tia.walaupun bukan bini2 atu yg initiate..  hmm..entah lah...kana stereotype dah female ani. mudahan tah di jauhi dari semua cemuhan, fitnah orang ani. klu masa sekulah dulu2 kawan2 semua alum kawin but udah kraja nanti majority kawin udah. mesti tah bisai2 jaga diri,and kawin secepatnya before mulut org buat cerita bukan2. payahkan??

yesterday i got the absentia/presence form tuk graduation ceremony from CSA. m still not sure kan kemari laghi tuk graduation or inda. hmm. sayang jua duit tu kan kemari g. lagipun it's just another graduation and nda semeriah masa graduation d UBD. klu i say i go absentia saja, nanti klu i change my mind nda bulih masuk list graduation lagi sal payah drg kan uruskan. hmm. ramai my kawan2 yg buat master pn selalu tarus balik saja. bali baju graduation saja and bergambar d Brunei. ntah eh knapa kan im not excited tuk graduation ani. graduation d UK uni lagi tu...siuk lagi graduation d UBD banarnya sal ada Kebawah Duli..hee..nantilah decide. mayb m nada semangat sal menyamal kali?!

{Atas Nama Cinta} MsOrdinary 2007

salaam,

went shopping with meesha this afternoon, plan awal2 kan buy barang untuk family d Brunei..kira ole ole lah...hmm...i ended up spending most on myself. got a new gorgeous handbag named "Butterfly" designed exclusively for Debenhams by Matthews Williamson. a canvas bag with embroidered beads (see image inset). it cost me 60 pounds (duit brunei B$180 approx).yg bagus nya..inner colour bag ani..HOT PINK..hee...mula2 kan bali another DKNY handbag (yg 139 pound) but malas jua rasanya since trlalu banyak udah my DKNY handbags better buy barang lain. Summer sale untuk Debenhams abis esuk kata salesgirl disana, i must go esuk g to get more bangles for daily wear, keraja and hari raya.murah berabis jewellery sana atu...even yg with diamonds "Jon Richards". i saw the DKNY jam yg kan dibali...masih alum ada sale ah..heran brand lain mcm Guess apa ada sale  DKNY ani plg nada...trpaksa tah tunggu nanti tu klu ada sale, p klu masih g alum ada sale before balik i will definitely buy one lah.


got bajus for my bro, need to cari more tudung Tie Rack for female relatives...hmm..udah dikira i have to buy more than 15 tudung untuk orang saja. alum g baju for my siblings tu. it's better to buy masa ni since ada summer sale...nanti ada plg sale tu p takut na tinggi discount nya. i saw table lamp d Octopus...lawanya...pinkish colourful ah 28 pound saja...kan bali rasanya..p na tau apa kegunaan nya nanti tu...trlalu childish ah p lawa berabis!! got myself coat untuk meeting, dad suruh bali lagi since nanti dah keraja berguna esp masa meetings, conferences...mlas banarnya kan buy lagi since back home ada jua formal suit...hmm...

will splurge on:

1) Jewellery = Jon Richards, Buckinghams
2) Shades
3) Handbags
4) MSc Graduation Robe 290 Pound (nasib jua dapt claim rah govn)

esok off to GIS lab, sambung buat data manipulation for dissertation, patang baru ke Debenhams lagi..

{Splurge} MsOrdinary 2007

salaam all,

thanks to qasmal yg introduced his photo booth dalam Macbook nya, I now see the other side of me...selalunya bergambar lawa...now i saw the other side yg bida p cali..hee...here are the image inset. enjoy all..hee..yg kana cover with number atu muka c nisa tu..ya na mau org liat muka and rambut nya yath paksa d tutup...

greetings,



m so lazy masa ni...told myself to keep on reading, making notes p masih jua na dapt, ended up liat drama Korea "Hello Miss"...love this drama...the review i wrote:

"this is an excellent and hilarious drama. the first few episodes made me laughed endlessly in the middle of the night...hee...i love Hwang Dong Gyu...so handsome and talented. I love him in Wonderful Life and I still love him here. Ive to admit the storyline is well written. Incorporating cultural element was great. As non Korean, i understood more on that clan tingee..better than reading about them in history books (yawn). If i could, i would like to meet Lee Ji Hoon in person and see how he is away from all those cameras."

My current obsession: Lee Ji Hoon. hee.

now..browsing the site...mencari drama baru...

alahai...kan meliat wyg saja wah..next week ada meeting dgn Prof Phil Rees, more discussion on my dissertation atu..hmm..na sadar kan end of june tia sudah..i have 2 mths plus untuk siapkan 12000 - 15000 dissertation..my last piece..then i can go shopping and balik...cant wait rasanya tuk balik. dad said raya maybe on oct 13th...hmm...i have no baju baru...na sampat potong g. paksa pakai baju yg berbuat last year..mudahan tah still muat...ive to look for bag, kasut, n tudung baru tah ni...masa ni sikit2 mencari barang tuk kaja...mcm meeting coats baru, handbags, kasuts...klu d brunei payah kan cari yg lawa berabis and murah. my sandals yg i bot at this kadai d brunei sentiasa rusak ah..heels nya na bagus..membagi malas kan buy disana...pakah ja payah kan cari yg to my taste wah...

Leeds: ujan saja..berguruh and berkilat...hmm...scary...lama dah na trdangar guruh n nampak kilat...now ada...inda comfortable rasa nya.


{Melayan my Laziness} MsOrdinary 2007

Salaam,

Ive made up my mind...m going back for good after master ni. bukannya I dont wanna sambung phd or malas kan study lagi..banarnya i love studying, cant get enough of it. HONESTLY. (walaupun masa belajar atu kan give up rasanya sal trlalu banyak kan dibuat - esp masa 2nd sem - still masih jua in love with studying atu). Ive taken so many things into consideration and after few months fikir2, now barutah hati ani cenderung untuk balik Brunei for good and contribute something tuk Brunei. Ive in mind udah the place i wanna work at, not sure dapat kah nda p will try my best nanti. My parents nda pulang melarang if i wanna go back kah or sambung kah...it's up to me. now i say i wanna go back home, earn $, get married, develop Brunei and do my phd nanti as  an inservice student. People say payah kan dapt and lama g kan dapat, p napapa lah..try my luck saja, 10 yrs kah i can wait. in 10 yrs time i will be in my early 30s...masih muda...hee...insyaAllah klu ada rezeki nda jua kemana tu. now na plg sabar kan abis kan dissertation and balik and kaja. my cuz yg belajar dsini as inservice student masa tu call before he went home for good, I asked him lah apa baik: sambung or not to sambung, he said klu jadi inservice lagi bagus sal banyak benefit n katanya my umur masa ni bagus ni klu start keraja udah..he said something sal yrs of service...i dont know what he meant plg.

oh ya our official result kana publish online on July 2nd, na sabar eh...excited dah kan tau my overall. alum plg confirm tu Master Degree apa ku dapat sal dissertation alum kira. Hopefully ok lah semua, na jua sia sia usaha selama setahun ani. ohhh...im gonna miss my student life ni nanti. klu sudah kaja payah tia rasanya...working 8:00am - 4:30pm monday-saturday...hmm..ngalihnya. oh well, put that aside...lama g kan trjadi tu.

tadi kami picnic..siuk..me n nisa saja bruneians, yg lain semua msian.hee.nasib jua my bahasa malaysia ok masih, klu nda wah...gerenti trstuck2. banyak makanan nyaman2, yg paling sedap nasi lemak and sambal belacan pedas...ohhh..drools...lama dah na makan sambal belacan yatah tadi balik2 kan makan saja. sampat g kak lynn bawa kami shopping d The Original Factory Shop (see image inset) d Ilkley before ke picnic spot atu...i got myself 3 rantai baru..yg siuknya the rantai biru atu sama design dgn my keychain or charm i got d Boundary Mills, Colne. Happy-ness.




cerita funny tadi. ada this boy mayb dlm lingkungan 3-5 tahun, ya kan kamih wah and ya gto this lady ya kan kamih and na kana peduli..lapas tu he went arah ku and gto sal atu..i asked for the mom p nada kana peduli. in the end trpaksa ku bawa ke tepi stream untuk ya kamih...oh my (of all ppl yg ada sana...aku jua kana pilih..lucky me!)...payah rasanya. inda biasa kali ah mendangani anak org lain buang hajat kecil. air lagi sajuk..kesian ya..

tomorrow liat wyg dgn Bruneians yg masih ada d Leeds...mau liat Fantastic 4: the rise of silver surfer (hmm). berjalan saja wah kami masa ni..hee..kan ke Tie Rack jua esuk check barang2 baru n murah. m not sure apa kan dibalikan for family back home.klu payah2 mencari bali tudung saja ah. Pagi..off to library...Brotherton West..baritakut Floor 2 library atu, sunyi..last time ku kesana takut ku. ngam g ada lelaki kuar dari one of the alleys..aduhai lamah semangat. pikirkan mahluk yg satu atu..nauzubillah.


Wishing for:

O2 XDA TRION...wanna replace my O2 XDA MINI S

  
 




{Hee} MsOrdinary 2007